"You must be so excited!!!" I keep hearing this comment over and over from everyone. Don't get me wrong I love all the support, love and energy from all of you. And ...yes, of course I am excited. We have been waiting for a long time for this opportunity, for higher odds of having a family of our own. We are super excited to be away and have a vacation too!
Another part of me however is scared, nervous and cautious. I know that the odds are for us...but nothing is a guarantee. To some this may sound negative, but to protect my heart I need to be realistic. I need to be prepared for the good...and the bad.... To be honest I probably won't be truly excited till we get to the 12 week ultrasound. It is quite a balancing act at times and not everyone understands or gets it.
So...fingers, toes and everything in between crossed!!! Less than a week till we leave!!
Another part of me however is scared, nervous and cautious. I know that the odds are for us...but nothing is a guarantee. To some this may sound negative, but to protect my heart I need to be realistic. I need to be prepared for the good...and the bad.... To be honest I probably won't be truly excited till we get to the 12 week ultrasound. It is quite a balancing act at times and not everyone understands or gets it.
So...fingers, toes and everything in between crossed!!! Less than a week till we leave!!
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