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Monday, August 25, 2014
We have movement!!
Friday, August 22, 2014
Emotional struggle
Wednesday, August 20, 2014
Midwife vs O.B.....
So...we got a call! Yay! Then we thought....should we..with the bleed and time off needed...am I considered high risk? Consulted SOFT and were reassured that by time they stopped following me the bleed should be resolved. So...up to me which route I would like to take. Doesn't mean when they hear more of my history they might decide I should be followed by someone else..or that if issues arise they can't /won't refer me to an O.B.
So...we have our first appointment at Womancare Midwives in a week or two...http://midwives.on.ca/ yay!!
Oh...our due date. I for some reason did some weird counting and thought April...but nope..March 23rd!! With IVF it isn't as easy as counting from your last period. So...in a few weeks we will start to celebrate more and plan for some excitement in 2015!!
9 weeks!
As for first trimester symptoms...yes I have had a bit. I was having a lot of aversions to things like pork chops, chicken (even swiss chalet..made me want to hurl!!) but lately ate an A&W burger and pizza with meat. Veggies I can eat...but not as interested in them. But french fries, icecream...oh yeah...yum!! So.....baby likes junk food....definitely Dennis' child. My stomach has been nauseous at times, mainly in the afternoon if I am hungry...and then if I overeat. Still figuring out what is best to do..but grazing seems to do the trick. No vomiting....so I can take a churny stomach here and there! Again...much better since kicking the cold. Otherwise, sleeping more, napping on the weekends...but feeling good.
I am struggling a bit with how much activity to do still. The instructions were vague. Basically this week is work, a few walks, maybe some stretches or Yoga if I feel good. I go back on Monday for a follow up ultrasound. So again...fingers crossed!! I am just going by how I feel. If I am tired, or achy or anything I rest if I can. I haven't had any bleeding...so that is a good sign!!
As for how I am feeling...positive but still cautious. It was around now that we lost last time...without knowing. So I am still protecting my heart a bit. I said to a colleague..."If we get to 12 weeks I will feel better"...she corrected me "When you get to 12 weeks...." YES..she is right....old habits are hard to break. I have had to be cautious for so long...its the natural way I speak/ think. I am not negative and I feel we are on the right track...but can't fully commit/bond/connect yet. This may sound awful...but I just can't.
Close friends asked us about colours for the baby room. Yes I have always had ideas...but it seems too early, like we might be jinxing it to be talking about or deciding this yet. A friend of mine won't have a baby shower till after the baby is born. In their culture it is bad luck...funny how we think/ believe in things.
Thank you again to all of you who are supporting us from near and far and to those reading this I don't know. I hope your find our journey interesting or helpful if you are struggling with similar things. Stay tuned...will keep you posted...
OH...I keep hearing people can't comment that want to. Anyone good with blogger that knows how to make this happen?? I have on my setting that anyone can comment. Might change it to something else just to see...
Thursday, August 14, 2014
Back to work for me!
In for our ultrasound this morning then spoke with the doctor. Baby is good, growing as expected, heart rate 169 today. Bleeding internally has shrunk but is still there. Basically I can go back to work but take it easy. If I have any bad bleeding (which I haven't in over a week) I need to back it off a bit. So.. I will take it day by day and see how my body responds. I am so deconditioned right now just working will probably tire me out. :)
Another interesting thing noted were small cyst like spots as well. Dr said could be vanishing triplets. Yikes! Hard to know. Nothing to worry about...They usually just reabsorb.
So... Another step further.. Yay!! Next ultrasound in two weeks.
Picture this time kind of fuzzy...More of a blog than a safety pin. They will get better when we can start doing external ones.
Tuesday, August 12, 2014
Taking it easy
The interesting part has been my stomach..Sunday I started to feel a bit queasy but wasn't sure if it was from the cold or not. I am pretty sure it is some mild nausea now as some foods just don't interest me and my stomach is up and down being churny. Not complaining...just amazing what our body does. For example, Dennis' pork chop which he said was delicious the other night smelled like canned dog food! hmmm! I am eating pretty well though...just figuring out what and when are good times. I have a prescription for diclectin from my doctor just in case but doubt I will need it. If it gets bad I am going to try acupuncture first. Otherwise, feeling good. I have been taking it easy reading, watching TV, went to our ball teams tournament and kept score. So, "bed rest" hasn't been too bad.
Funny part is...Fozzy, our cat is also on restricted duties. Friday I noticed him limping around, not putting weight on his back paw. To the vet we go...likely a sprained ligament in his knee. So, anti inflammatory medication, limited activity and ice for him. Dennis is like...great...another one needing nightly shots(his is orally) and bed rest!!:)
So, back to SOFT on thursday for an ultrasound to see how the subchorionic bleed is. I have had no bleeding since last wednesday so I would say that is a good sign. If all is good, I can get back to work and normal activity. yay!!
Thursday, August 7, 2014
Me...slow down...this will be fun!!
My hunch was right...I win a week off work!!! Oh and I can't lift anything, walk too far or fast, really pretty much on a modified bed rest. If I walk...DENNIS gets to set the pace.....that is SO painful!!!:). All kidding aside I will of course do it, but will be tough. If anyone needs me I will be either reading or watching TV. If it is nice I will set up shop outside.
As for cause it is..hard to know. It is fairly common. They said there is nothing I have done wrong or could have done differently. For those out there thinking I over did it(you know who you are:))...this is not the case. Now I do have to chill and let it reabsorb. Which I of course will do...
http://www.whattoexpect.com/pregnancy/pregnancy-health/complications/subchorionic-bleeding.aspx
Okay..so here is our picture...
Friday, August 1, 2014
Scarier moment...take two....again all good.
So, we left work and went to SOFT. They are amazing. As soon as Brad saw me he knew something was wrong. He reassured me it was probably okay. Dennis had thought maybe it was the embryo that didn't implant...hard to know. So, in for another ultrasound with Shelly (who is so amazing!). Our embryo was/is still there...phew!! AND....we got to hear a heart beat. Two days ago she said she could see some movement but not detect the beat. So cool!! 120 beats per minute. So...what was the bleeding? Who knows...the main thing is everything again is good. They said no need to change how I do anything, business, life as usual. So after changing my clothes...I went on with the rest of day.
Thanks to my colleagues who are reading this and saw me that day. Your support and hugs mean the world to me on this roller coaster journey!
Happy long weekend everyone. Have a drink for me!!